I want to be in love again.
In a healthy way. A respectful way. I want to think one day, “Wait, we don’t fight. Is this normal?”
It’s a sad commentary on your relationships when you think NOT fighting is abnormal.
Thing is, it is possible. I’ve experienced it before…a couple of times. Which makes my current situation even more shameful because I knew better.
I want to be in love again. But not now. Maybe in a few years.
Right now I would be happy with a good friend, a bottle of merlot, and laughter through tears.